The lonliness has been eating away at me lately. I have my girls, and they are the center of my life, that will never change, but I want more…I want someone to share my life with. Someone to be here when I need a shoulder to cry on, or arms to wrap around me in comfort. It’s been 2 and 1/2 years since my last relationship ended, and truly I thought I was done with relationships, God knows they were the worst kind of relationships to have, but I know that it can be different. I know that not all men are like what I’ve had in my life previously…and I want to experience that kind of love again…I want to know that someone is gonna be here and love me, and care for me whether I’m being a grump today, or am in a happy mood. I want to know that I have a shoulder to lean on when the world seems to be against me.

I want the girls to experience what it is to have a real and genuine father in their life. One that will spend time with them, and love them. Someone to teach them soccer or baseball..*S* someone to take them fishing if that’s what they want to do…I know the girls’ don’t NEED that, but I know they want it very badly, and I want it for them.

It’s not for the girls alone that I want someone to share my life with…it’s something I want almost more than anything else in the world.