So much I should be doing….studying…almost done with another chapter…by almost, I mean it will be another 2 -3 hours of work probably, before I get it completely done, and the quiz taken. I think that will wait for tomorrow, or should I say later today…*LOL*

Just paid most of my bills, or at least wrote out the checks….I’m stressing about money again/still. I so don’t want to have to go back to work!!!! Little things are eating up my well planned out money though!!! Haven’t found out anything about financial aid for my schooling yet. Hopefully a phone call later today will put me on the right track! God please, a little help here!!!

Meg broke both pairs of her glasses, so that means a trip to KC this week. More unplanned money going out. Not for the glasses, because I get free replacement on them, but for gas, and probably lunch, as it is quite a trip up there. And another trip up there in a week or two to pick up the glasses, and get them fitted.

I have computer work to do….laundry to fold, dishes that need done…and here I sit….I would say that I shouldn’t be here…but a dear friend once told me something to the effect that I am where I should be. *sigh* If I only felt that that was true!!! Sometimes I feel so lost, so lonely…Seems like everyone is so busy with their lives, that they don’t have time to talk with me, or come visit me. I know I can always go out to my sister’s place, but that’s not where I want to be right now….It’s hard to explain, we aren’t fighting or anything, getting a long fine…it just doesn’t “feel” right to be there….I want to hibernate in my home, and yet I want to talk to someone….I don’t want to be here….and yet I don’t want to leave here either….God, a little help here would be nice too!!!

I really have no idea what else to talk about, so I guess I’ll sign off for the night/day/whatever.